everyday life

As I started this year I thought it was about learning the language and the culture. Yes of course it is about these things but first of all it's about learning something about myself. I'm here for 2 1/2 months now and I already learned a lot about myself. I can find so much peace in simple actions and thinking is so much easier without the noise of my Hometown, without getting distracted by everything that happens there.
I'm sorry that I can't tell you any intersting travellers stories yet. I arrived in the everyday life. And it feels good.. I mean I miss my family and my country so much, it hurts, but I have normal "teenager" problems here, gives me the feeling of being at home.

you will hear from me soon. If you like you can check out my tumblr.

confused and exhausted

In this moment I don't feel that great. I mean it feels like the whole world around me is rotating and I just stand still in the middle and can't do anything. I have to see so many people before I leave this country for a year. And they all just have time for me on monday, which means tomorrow. It feels horrible, because I want to see them all, but I'm completely exhausted. Also I want to visit my granma in the hospital (the other granma) but there are so may feelings in my mind, that I just can't control, once I could but that was (it seems so to me) long time ago. Could please anyone help me with this?- No I have to do this on my own, like always in the coming year, when I have a problem or miss anyone, I have to handle everything on my own. Yeah that's about growing up, huh?

goodbye-party

So yesterday was my big goodbye-party. Actually I wanted to take fotos, but I didn't do it, sorry... We celebrated it in our living room, because it was raining all day long and we couldn't go in the park. We had 3 nice cakes and coffee and lot's of talking and singing and loughing. After our little tea-party we went to a greek restaurant and ate as much as we could. Today was the last day I saw my brother, I was really sad, I will miss him so much, I have to think about something else...

I got some nice presents, that I didn't expect, including a nice journey diary.